After a few interviews and months of preparation, I finally landed on my dream job. This was exactly what I want to do and where I want to be in the next phase in my career. I have a month to leave my current company and join the new company. I keep thinking the pay is great, the company is an ideal place, the role is a level up. Then, I remember, with great position comes great responsibility and that means messed up work life balance and the sudden realization of no more being in 20s and single comes in my mind. I have a 4 year old My commute will be 2 hours per way, though it will be hybrid. My heart starts pounding as my legs start to shake in some random beat. I decided to have a call with my manager to thank her and also get to know her.
A week later, I am on a webex meeting with my manager. I am still on recovering mode from flu, yet still trying to show my proactiveness. The meeting was for half an hour but she answered my questions in literally 15 minutes. Now what? I tried to keep the conversation moving, but I realized that she is a very straightforward person and the conversation was kind of getting cold. I was hoping we would have also casual talk about interests, hobbies, family and but then wrong expectation I guess! I have to wake myself up. I am not a fresher out of college but then being in leadership role can come with some humor and easiness too. My 2 cents. There were some useful tips on various topics I can read on before I start and also expectations during the first few months. It will be a huge learning curve for me. My husband, my family and friends are all excited for my next chapter. Do not be surprised if a series of my upcoming blogs will be all whining and crying about my new job, time management, stress, etc. Well, who knows? It might be a fun rollercoaster ride. I just have to do whatever I do right now, maybe a little more here and there, maybe a little bit more from top and bottom…..until I squeeze myself into a minion! Joke! You can see how nervous I am. I bet Barack Obama was nervous too when he took on his role. Just saying!
Wish me luck. I know we are still over a month away for the end of the year, but I have already made my new year resolution. Switch off facebook and instagram, especially those videos that make you scroll and waste your time. I will keep my wordpress for my venting.